So, my best friend said she’d wait for me so we could smoke together to “break in” her new camper. Instead, she smokes without me with someone else 10 minutes after she said she wouldn’t. & I’m mad because this girl was never a part of our plan until Ashton started feeling bad for her because she does self-harm.
No, I don’t mean it in a bad way. I’ve been there before, doing the butterfly project, failing miserably at it. But it was my fault I did that, nobody made me. So why would anyone feel bad for me? I don’t feel bad for her. It’s her choice.
Anyway, I’m just pissed off because she smoked without me. She’s going to be ignored tomorrow. I hope she has fun.